u r not content with now
u want to have the future now itself
u cant because its still in the future
hence the worry....whther u will get or not
the way u want
though the Self is always there, it is not
recognized by you even with a controlled mind because you are
not conversant with it.
[having a book by illiterate .person ..or by an intelligent man..even with all concentration ..cannot
understand without knowledge of that language]